I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day!
16 May 2011
Stunned...Didn't update my blog again :(
I have to admit. I was using this whole week to play. Forgotten to do homework again :o
Seriously need to stay away from distractions! I guess this is all part of how the brain works. Psychology sio! Able to do work in the clubhouse, yet not at home. How weird is that?
Seems like my life is going down the slope for now and I have been quiet since then. My mask of happiness is starting to crack. :( And soon, the quiet me is going to be revealed. The thought of how the people around me is going to react is already giving me slight headaches. But then again, who's reading this blog anyway.
Many things are happening all of a sudden. It's like a chain effect. One after another. Not enough time to take in all these information. Don't want to have another brain malfunction again (N)
How great would it be if I can just shake off everything on my hands and continue with my life?
Oh man, I sound so stress :o
To make things even worse, I am thinking of stuff that I shouldn't be thinking right now. It WAS somewhat enjoyable seeing you in the past. Now, I don't know what I feel.
If time was in my disposal, I wouldn't have made such regretful actions. But then again, me and my daydreaming.
What's done can't be undone. No point being regretful. Life must still go on!
Can't believe what I saw. But still, best wishes. If you are happy, I will be happy too. Hope to see you wearing that smile every time I see you.
Why am I getting so worked up over nothing?
I don't know you too well. But I can tell that you changed.